I had some breakthroughs working with my spirit guides last night that I want to share because they can help you as well.
I had been on the edge of an uplevel for a long time but couldn't seem to break through to it. I can see what's blocking my clients so easily but sometimes seeing it in myself is harder.
It's like trying to read a book pressed right against your face. You are too close to really see it. That's why having someone on the outside looking in can be so beneficial for everyone, including myself.
So last night I was working with my spirit guides to help me see what was blocking me. First it came through that subconsciously I was afraid of being a beginner in the next level.
Afraid of being a smaller fish in a bigger pond so to speak. I had been at the top of my level for a while and I had no clue that silly subconscious program was running and blocking me.
It was like I was at the end of the pond pushing and trying to get out but I kept bashing into the side. My guides helped me through to show me how that subconscious program wasn't logical.
Thinking it would be harder in the new pond was silly because the hard part was actually continually pushing against the end of the pond I was in. In my new pond I'm free and have room to grow and who's to say I can't reach the top of that pond fast.
Resistance is usually the worst thing we do to ourselves and the biggest block. The resistances running into the side over and over instead of just getting out and quickly jumping into the new pond was the worst part.
We resist because it will be uncomfortable for a bit as we are in between but it's only a short time and much less uncomfortable than banging against the side forever.
And it is a better pond. The highest part of the less than pond isn't as good as the low end of the good pond. So keep that in mind anytime you are resisting.
It also came through that I had fears of leaving some people behind once I was in the new level pond. But the thing is in this new level I can help others uplevel easier and faster as well. I'm in a stronger secure place in the new pond and can securely help you out of the old one even easier now.
The last breakthrough was about my leadership. I wasn't fully stepping into my role as a leader as much as I could. And it came through that it was because of something that happened to me when I was 11 years old. Something I didn't even think about or remember yet it was still in my way.
When I was 11 I became a school bus monitor. The role was being a leader and watching over the other kids on the bus and being a mediator. I was excited at first and it felt like I could really help.
I was given this fluorescent orange sash to wear to show that I was the bus monitor. Well it turned out the other kids did not want to be monitored. They saw me as some sort of a threat which I couldn't see myself then.
One kid forcibly took my sash off and threw it in the sewer and they relentlessly made fun of me. That was the day I stepped back in my leader role without knowing it.
Subconsciously being a leader meant I would be made fun of and caused emotional pain. That was how my subconscious saw it all these years in an effort to protect me from that pain again. It's amazing how things we aren't even conscious of can block us so severely.
So I am now stepping into my leadership role in a stronger way. Use me to support you and take my hand to get out of that old pond. The new one is much better and it's warm!
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